| -Charlie xxx ( @ 2005-06-28 23:10:00 |
I am getting pretty nervous about leaving. Nervous about getting sick. Nervous about hating it and not being able to escape. Nervous of getting into a fight with my parents/relatives. Nervous I have forgotten something... Nervous. Nervous. Nervous.
And horribly sad that I'll be apart from Jared for so long (and missing our year anniversary).
It's weird to think that people who have been dating for less time than we have, are already married, or are getting married.
Gosh, I'd be so much happier if he was coming with me. Or any of my friends, for that matter. Someone foreign. Someone young. Someone with no ties to that country, would be nice.
Freaking out. Freaking out.
-Cristia xxx
And horribly sad that I'll be apart from Jared for so long (and missing our year anniversary).
It's weird to think that people who have been dating for less time than we have, are already married, or are getting married.
Gosh, I'd be so much happier if he was coming with me. Or any of my friends, for that matter. Someone foreign. Someone young. Someone with no ties to that country, would be nice.
Freaking out. Freaking out.
-Cristia xxx